Monday, January 25, 2010

Equilibrium

I am loosing every inch of reason,
can`t remember anything at all,
all that we had was just a wicked dream,
I have decided not to dream anymore.
Lying everyone around me,
living for the moment to come,
I turned all my beliefs,
into fucking something I always resented.

Sweeping all the memories dear,
throwing them into the shadow of fear,
cause I am not afraid to love,
now fly away and let me find myself again.

I will keep everything inside me again,
all of this have gone too far.
But we don`t believe in that, do we?
Cause too much is never enough.
What do you even reckon now?
Do you ever think about what we have gone through?
All my nasty habits amused you,
and now I see it draining out of you.

Sweeping all the memories dear,
throwing them into the shadow of fear,
cause I am not afraid to love,
now fly away and let me find myself again.

You don`t have the guts to let me hate you,
so why blaming everything on me?
I felt everything I wanted to feel,
and don`t regret anything at all.
Cause knowing you like I do,
was always my prerogative,
but knowing me like you could have,
is an ordeal you never felt!